apparently, the people in the crawlspace are with a group of satanists/wiccans that are into gangstalking - they have many friends around town and on campus. since they're so close to me they state phrases or make sounds that they are trying to sensitize me to.
they seem like juvenile gangstalkers - amateurs, really, and its funny because their activites are becoming more and more exposed around town and on campus since, as the dude in the crawlspace said, i'm stronger than i look.
their first phrase they tried to sensitze me with was "smoke", pronounced sort of like "smoooke" - from what happened, it sounds like they told people on campus that they merely need state the word "smoke" in the certain manner and then I'd smoke a cigarette. but, it didn't work out that way since they became sensitized to me and my then habit of taking regular smoke breaks.
they also tried to keep me up at night and would repeat the word "sleep" - which they still do. I recall at the Spring 2007 final exam someone stating "sleep" in like manner right as the exam began.
the dude up there states often "give me my children".
what they're doing has become an ordeal to them - they're in a nasty crawlspace and have been there a long time - they're getting nowhere with me.
they claim I'm supposed to "serve them" - Nicki will often say "serve me" and complain "why don't you serve me" if I don't, say, go to the restroom when she says "restroom".
I guess from an outsider's point of view this must sound either horrifying, strange, fantastic, etc. but its weird - I just kind of persevere through it trusting in Christ Jesus and as a result I've grown spiritually, emotionally and mentally. If you're some Christian out there who came upon this post via google some years from now, remember that the Lord is always greater than anything Satan can confront you with and its just a matter of hanging in there and trusting in the Lord. The Lord is faithful and He will see you through it. ;-)
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