Yesterday I was surprised to hear Ms. J question how I was able to study with them harassing me so often. So they know exactly what they're doing - trying to prevent me from continuing with my collegiate activities.
They often like to harass me while I sleep. I heard them for a little while last night and then, exasperated, Ms. N. stated, "Let me out of here," as if they need to enter into a confined place in order to harass me well. This makes a great deal of sense as because they sound pretty close. My guess is that they enter into air-conditioning/furnace closet thing. But it could have just been the closet but there are three people - THREE PEOPLE - working together at harassing me.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Sunday, February 3, 2008
Mr. M
I think Ms. N pays Mr. M money to harass me which helps explain why he pressures Ms. N into keeping up the pressure on me. Many times in the past I've heard Ms. N talk about stopping the harassment but Mr. M will act like things will look up very soon. Of course, he was saying this a year ago and its just dragged on and on.
But no normal person would keep doing what Mr. M has been doing unless there is some kind monetary reward. I mean, for a while it seemed like their motivation was pride, but Mr. M is so silly sometimes that pride is obviously not a factor.
As an example, they can hear when I turn the water on and off, and like I said before, they try and anticipate what it is that shall do or in other ways give some kind of command to which I must necessarily “obey” in the sense that its just my normal behavior (“go to the restroom”, “turn on the water”, “turn it on”, etc) – indeed, Ms. N has even commanded me to breathe. So, in the kitchen, Mr. M will say things about turning on and off the water. One time I used the sink and Mr. M repeated over and over, “turn the water on” for maybe 3 or 4 minutes. I mean, he'll keep doing it over and over and for a normal person to do this is ridiculous (Ms. N told him that I was making him look like a fool) but if one understands he's being paid to try and cause me to stumble then it makes sense – he has to convince Ms. N that he's actually accomplishing something for which she pays him.
Further, since Mr. M is an occultist, he simply tricks Ms. N into believing he's actually doing something. For instance, he may notice that immediately after I make a certain sound (such as putting a dish on the drying rack) I turn the water on (such as to wash my hands of any soap residue). He can use this tidbit of information to convince Ms. N that he's somehow influencing me and progressing toward their goal of controlling me with their commands.
But no normal person would keep doing what Mr. M has been doing unless there is some kind monetary reward. I mean, for a while it seemed like their motivation was pride, but Mr. M is so silly sometimes that pride is obviously not a factor.
As an example, they can hear when I turn the water on and off, and like I said before, they try and anticipate what it is that shall do or in other ways give some kind of command to which I must necessarily “obey” in the sense that its just my normal behavior (“go to the restroom”, “turn on the water”, “turn it on”, etc) – indeed, Ms. N has even commanded me to breathe. So, in the kitchen, Mr. M will say things about turning on and off the water. One time I used the sink and Mr. M repeated over and over, “turn the water on” for maybe 3 or 4 minutes. I mean, he'll keep doing it over and over and for a normal person to do this is ridiculous (Ms. N told him that I was making him look like a fool) but if one understands he's being paid to try and cause me to stumble then it makes sense – he has to convince Ms. N that he's actually accomplishing something for which she pays him.
Further, since Mr. M is an occultist, he simply tricks Ms. N into believing he's actually doing something. For instance, he may notice that immediately after I make a certain sound (such as putting a dish on the drying rack) I turn the water on (such as to wash my hands of any soap residue). He can use this tidbit of information to convince Ms. N that he's somehow influencing me and progressing toward their goal of controlling me with their commands.
Its Costing Ms. N Money
I just stepped into the kitchen to pour myself a glass of coffee and while I was in there, Mr. M. commanded "Go to your room," for whom Ms. N replied, "I will." I prepared my coffee and while I was preparing to leave, Mr. M said, "Go to the restroom".
I went back to my stationary bicycle and starting writing on this particular blog.
Anyway, I normally do go up to my room after breakfast so what they're commanding is normal behavior. For instance, next I'm planning on going back to my room, making my bed, washing my face, etc. then eventually returning to my living room to work on my homework (I attend the University of Texas at Austin). But they'll follow me up there.
The living arrangement is this: I reside in a one-bedroom apartment that has two stories. On the first floor is the living room and kitchen. On the second floor is the bedroom and bathroom. Their apartment is adjacent to mine from the rear – it is not to the left or right but actually behind my apartment so that the kitchen and living room are backed up against their kitchen and living room on the first floor, and the bathroom and bedroom closet are backed up against their bathroom and bedroom closet. Perhaps I'll make a diagram sometime.
One interesting tidbit of information I gleaned last night was Ms. N's lamenting of the fact that whatever she was doing cost her a lot of money. It sounds to me as though she is paying Mr. M to harass me. Since she is staying with Ms. J (who normally resides with a youngster and middle-aged man), she may be paying Ms. J to live at her apartment and help her and Mr. M harass me (as she does).
Ms. N must have a limited supply of funds as she stated, “Do you realize how much this is costing me?” She has been asking Mr. M how much longer it was going to take.
Ms. N is quite concerned that she looks like a fool. More on this later.
I went back to my stationary bicycle and starting writing on this particular blog.
Anyway, I normally do go up to my room after breakfast so what they're commanding is normal behavior. For instance, next I'm planning on going back to my room, making my bed, washing my face, etc. then eventually returning to my living room to work on my homework (I attend the University of Texas at Austin). But they'll follow me up there.
The living arrangement is this: I reside in a one-bedroom apartment that has two stories. On the first floor is the living room and kitchen. On the second floor is the bedroom and bathroom. Their apartment is adjacent to mine from the rear – it is not to the left or right but actually behind my apartment so that the kitchen and living room are backed up against their kitchen and living room on the first floor, and the bathroom and bedroom closet are backed up against their bathroom and bedroom closet. Perhaps I'll make a diagram sometime.
One interesting tidbit of information I gleaned last night was Ms. N's lamenting of the fact that whatever she was doing cost her a lot of money. It sounds to me as though she is paying Mr. M to harass me. Since she is staying with Ms. J (who normally resides with a youngster and middle-aged man), she may be paying Ms. J to live at her apartment and help her and Mr. M harass me (as she does).
Ms. N must have a limited supply of funds as she stated, “Do you realize how much this is costing me?” She has been asking Mr. M how much longer it was going to take.
Ms. N is quite concerned that she looks like a fool. More on this later.
at night
My stalkers are occultists and they're on some kind of control-trip as well as ego-trips. They consist of 3 principal persons, two female, one male. One of the females is named Nicki - I don't know her last name or if that is how she spells her name but I imagine her full name is Nicole. For the sake of this blog, I shall refer to the stalkers by handles, Ms. N (for Nicki), Ms. J (for the other, anonymous female stalker) and Mr. M.
I didn't consider their harassment really stalking until I moved into a different apartment September 2007. Before that it was just "stalkerish". Like I said, they have some kind of control trip which involves following me about the apartment and barking out orders, generally trivial ones.
I created this blog to keep track of their harassment as well as share what they do with others. Perhaps others will benefit.
As time has progressed, their harassment has lost more and more of an affect. It has certainly been disconcerting in the past (sometimes making me angry) but it is so common now I'm beginning to not take much of a notice at all.
A good example is last night. They often times will try and wake me up while I sleep and give a command such as "use the restroom". Sometimes when they wake me up I do need to use the restroom so I will. When I get there one of them will often say, "Who are you serving?" Anyway, I vaguely recall waking up briefly two times last night due to their harassment, one time around 3 am and another at 5 am. At 3 I heard Ms. J but at 5 I recall hearing Ms. N. She was saying something and Mr. M said something akin to, "roll over in your bed" - I was in the process of doing that anyway (as is often the case) and they probably could hear my mattress creak. I think Ms. N said, "Go to the restroom," but I didn't need to go and then I heard her begin whining, "Why doesn't he serve me?" (they normally refer to me with masculine pronouns) - I could hear her complaining about this to the others. I was very groggy at the time and easily slept back into sleep until my alarm went off at 8 am. Soon after my alarm went off, I heard Mr. M say, "Get up."
This sort of behavior from them has been going on for a long time. They try and anticipate my actions and bark out commands of what they believe those actions shall be, many times actions whose results will be audible to them in the adjacent apartment. Oftentimes they're wrong, but sometimes they're right and when they are they ask, "Who are you serving?"
I didn't consider their harassment really stalking until I moved into a different apartment September 2007. Before that it was just "stalkerish". Like I said, they have some kind of control trip which involves following me about the apartment and barking out orders, generally trivial ones.
I created this blog to keep track of their harassment as well as share what they do with others. Perhaps others will benefit.
As time has progressed, their harassment has lost more and more of an affect. It has certainly been disconcerting in the past (sometimes making me angry) but it is so common now I'm beginning to not take much of a notice at all.
A good example is last night. They often times will try and wake me up while I sleep and give a command such as "use the restroom". Sometimes when they wake me up I do need to use the restroom so I will. When I get there one of them will often say, "Who are you serving?" Anyway, I vaguely recall waking up briefly two times last night due to their harassment, one time around 3 am and another at 5 am. At 3 I heard Ms. J but at 5 I recall hearing Ms. N. She was saying something and Mr. M said something akin to, "roll over in your bed" - I was in the process of doing that anyway (as is often the case) and they probably could hear my mattress creak. I think Ms. N said, "Go to the restroom," but I didn't need to go and then I heard her begin whining, "Why doesn't he serve me?" (they normally refer to me with masculine pronouns) - I could hear her complaining about this to the others. I was very groggy at the time and easily slept back into sleep until my alarm went off at 8 am. Soon after my alarm went off, I heard Mr. M say, "Get up."
This sort of behavior from them has been going on for a long time. They try and anticipate my actions and bark out commands of what they believe those actions shall be, many times actions whose results will be audible to them in the adjacent apartment. Oftentimes they're wrong, but sometimes they're right and when they are they ask, "Who are you serving?"
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