Camera

When I was looking at digital cameras while at at Sears, there were two young, white males that seemed very interested in what I was doing and seemed bothered by it. Regardless of that, the people in the crawlspace have expressed concern that I might take a picture of them. I wonder if they mean them specifically - that is, the three people in the crawlspace while they are up there - or if they mean they as in the group of people they are with that stalk me. Having and using a camera and/or camcorder seems to be a defense tactic successfully used by others.

The perps have also expressed quite a concern that I'm making them look like fools - not just the people in the crawlspace, but some of the people on campus as well.

The perps seem to mostly be young white people. The males tend to dress in a scruffy manner (t-shirts, jeans, goatees, etc), the girls involved aren't quite as aggressive but the ones involved seem to dress mainstream.

Overcoming Judgment

They're still at it but I have grown quite a bit.

There must be some kind of judgment involved in order to become angry - I need to judge "that's bad" or "that's a waste of time" etc. in order to become angry (I guess). So, if we overcome the judgment itself, or just simply stop judging, then we won't be so angry.

And Jesus said, For judgment I am come into this world, that they which see not might see, and that they which see might be made blind. (John 9:39 KJV)

So then, in time, we, believers in Christ Jesus, become blind to judgment and as a result the persecutors' acts will produce less and less judgment towards them from me, and as a result I'll become more and more unfazed by their behavior.

Its been happening for a good while now - they'd don't phase me too much - certainly not as much as they did and I believe this has a great deal with my becoming more and more blind to judgment.

I spoke to a police officer last Thursday and reported what they were doing. He said a detective might contact me but I'd be surprised if it goes that far. Its nice to have the persecution on record, however, so that if, say, they kill me at least they'll have a record of something odd happening leading up to the murder.

In gangstalking, there is a something referred to as "sensitizing" which is something the stalkers do to the victim to make him or her reactionary towards a societal act that is normally benign, such as a whistle, phrase, etc. For instance, the gangstalkers may repeatedly whistle in a certain way or say a certain phrase when near the victim, which, after awhile, may upset the victim or at a minimum alert him or her to their presence as if to say "you're being watched". Anyway, the male perpetrator up in the crawlspace has taken to whistling and speaking in a whistle-like-manner.

I certainly don't feel all that victimized. For instance, the perpetrators have on more than one occasion been in the same room with me and others in a class when taking a major exam for that specific
class. Since it is such a large class (over 70 or so earthly-students), they can get away with it. Anyway, the male perp or one of his friends was in the same hall during the CS 345 exam April
17, 2008, and he did his whistling/whispering thing. Regardless, I made the highest score in the entire class so this whole experience seems like its one that is hardening me towards
harassment as well as allowing me to examine the methods the perpetrators use to harass Christians and report their methods to others which I'm more than happy to do.

its just gangstalking

apparently, the people in the crawlspace are with a group of satanists/wiccans that are into gangstalking - they have many friends around town and on campus. since they're so close to me they state phrases or make sounds that they are trying to sensitize me to.

they seem like juvenile gangstalkers - amateurs, really, and its funny because their activites are becoming more and more exposed around town and on campus since, as the dude in the crawlspace said, i'm stronger than i look.

their first phrase they tried to sensitze me with was "smoke", pronounced sort of like "smoooke" - from what happened, it sounds like they told people on campus that they merely need state the word "smoke" in the certain manner and then I'd smoke a cigarette. but, it didn't work out that way since they became sensitized to me and my then habit of taking regular smoke breaks.

they also tried to keep me up at night and would repeat the word "sleep" - which they still do. I recall at the Spring 2007 final exam someone stating "sleep" in like manner right as the exam began.

the dude up there states often "give me my children".

what they're doing has become an ordeal to them - they're in a nasty crawlspace and have been there a long time - they're getting nowhere with me.

they claim I'm supposed to "serve them" - Nicki will often say "serve me" and complain "why don't you serve me" if I don't, say, go to the restroom when she says "restroom".

I guess from an outsider's point of view this must sound either horrifying, strange, fantastic, etc. but its weird - I just kind of persevere through it trusting in Christ Jesus and as a result I've grown spiritually, emotionally and mentally. If you're some Christian out there who came upon this post via google some years from now, remember that the Lord is always greater than anything Satan can confront you with and its just a matter of hanging in there and trusting in the Lord. The Lord is faithful and He will see you through it. ;-)

still at it

things are much different now that i know where they are. i've tried to take photographs but was not able to get a clear shot into where they are - the dude up there said "missed" after I took a photo by sticking the camera up into the area behind and above the air-conditioning/furnace

i'm suprised they've been doing it this long - they're right above me now - I'm in the dining area just south of the kitchen and they keep saying things like, "bathroom" or "sleep" etc. and sometimes Nicki will complain that I don't serve her.... weird.

apparently Nicki is a witch and involved in satanism as is the guy she's with. so far they've infilitrated at least two of my classes while taking exams. they're losers.

 
From what I can tell, this is the outside of the previous shot; the tunnel would be directly above the top line of cupboards.

 

This appears to be the area right above the cupboards in the kitchen; from what I can tell, the stalkers are actually above this.

in crawlspace

it turns out that the people that are harassing me are in the crawlspace between levels of my apartment (its a one-bedroom apartment composed of two stories; on the first floor is a living room, adjoining dining room and kitchen and on the top floor is a bathroom, sink/mirror area directly at the top of the stairs, and a bedroom).

so that's how they've been doing it all this time. lately they've begun hitting the area underneath my bed so that my bed shakes when i try to sleep.

this is in the Hyde Park area of Austin Texas.